I am reading Rick Perlstein’s book Nixonland. It is an enjoyable stroll through the period when Nixon entered politics to his exit in 1974. Richard Nixon is one of the most fascinating people ever to enter U.S. politics – a complex, twisted, tortured and brilliant man, one who knew the globe like most of us know our own city streets. Even Henry Kissinger admired his intellect, and what could have been. His famous quip “He would have been a great, great man had somebody loved him.
I think he was a great man, though I certainly do not love him.
I am currently following Perlstein through the sixties and the civil rights riots and debates. I was very young then, and was as naive a spectator as has ever lived. I was very conservative, and very much feared black uprising, even in Billings, Montana. Pundits of the time on the far right ascribed the discontent to socialists and communists. Many allusions were made to Hilter. How little things have changed.
This ties up many loose ends for me. Back in 1988 I sat in our family room in our house on Pine Street reading, and was struck by a thunderbolt. Communism, I realized, posed no threat to us. The Russians did not threaten us, nor did the Chinese.
Not too long after I realized they posed no threat, the Soviet Union collapsed. The world since that time has been confusing and hard to understand. It will never get easier. But it is different since that day in 1988, and would have been different for me back in the sixties had I achieved the breakthrough earlier.
I’m not afraid. In the months in years after that day, I grew more liberal, and eventually eschewed conservatism and all right wing thought. It’s a natural progression. Absent fear, the mind is clearer, the world safer, people less threatening. Liberal and progressive politics and absence of fear go hand-in-hand.
What I see all around me with teabaggers, right wing web sites, immigration debates and health care reform is fear. The right wing is afraid. The are manipulated by fear, governed by people who rely on their fear to advance agendas having nothing to do with safety.
In the post below, which I wrote yesterday, I was making fun of certain right wingers for being stupid. I knew was I was doing – I was poking them with a stick. Yesterday afternoon as I drove to the store, a caller on talk radio hit on an excellent point. Right wingers, he said, are not stupid. That’s not why they behave the way they do, or believe what they believe. They are afraid. Their minds are polluted by fear, and it distorts thought processes. It makes the world a muddled and scary place full of demons and bad guys. It makes people defensive and accusatory. It allows them to call on Hitler to help them demonize every politician they do not like.
I lived in that neighborhood. I grew up during the Cold War. I was manipulated, my thought processes were muddled. People who were not afraid, like George McGovern, scared me. People who exploited my fears, like Richard Nixon, were my ideals.
So I invite anyone on the right wing who reads this to experience what I did, to feel the weight of the world lifted from your backs. There are no new Hitlers, socialism is not scary, national health care works everywhere it is tried, illegal immigrants are responding to rational economic impulses (which need to be addressed), there are no terrorists of any note, you are safe when you fly, and most of all, there is no conspiracy of liberalism to enslave you. Life is a beautiful thing when you just cast your fate to the wind, drop the load from your shoulders, and do what Atlas did – shrug.
P.S. Osama bin Laden, far from hiding in the hills of Pakistan, most likely suffered an ignominious death, probably in late 2001 and surrounded by a few of his fellows of no note. He spirit lives on in films, where he has gotten noticeably younger.