A brief time out

Trying to understand the Columbine “Massacre” is like searching for a lost contact lens in a pile of manure. Every now and then I need to lift my head and breathe some air.

Yesterday’s piece, Part Three, was done just to get all of that annoying interfering extraneous material out of the way so I could move forward describing the real fake massacre. The event is so large and penetrated so deep into our consciousness that I doubt I will ever completely unravel it – too many people, too much planning and deceit from too many quarters.

Here are the people and agencies that were involved, probably just a partial list:

  • Columbine High School administrators and teachers.
  • Columbine High School students.
  • Parents of Columbine High School Students.
  • The Denver media, including television, radio, and newspapers.
  • The national news media, all the usual suspects.
  • The Federal and local judicial branches.
  • The Denver Police Department.
  • The Jefferson County Sheriff’s Department.
  • The Jefferson County School District.
  • The medical community including local hospitals and emergency response units.
  • The FBI. (duh.)
  • Unnamed agents in basement offices in various places around the country, some of whom will read this and smile contentedly at their sociopathic accomplishments.
  • Oh, and before I forget, Ted Talks, National Geographic and all those other “documentaries” assembled and disseminated on YouTube (which is, after Facebook, the largest disseminator of propaganda on the Internet).

So I need to step back, take a breather. So much is already written and unpublished that I can do this. It just needs fine-tuning and polishing. In the meantime I will need to make another trip to the Denver Public Library Western History Room, where they keep phone books and city directories and other public records of the era.

“I see too deep and too much.” It seems to be for no reason. It sets me apart from others. The other writers and our regular commenters know this feeling of futility. If I let go of only a little of what I see in polite company, anger is returned, even hostility. How dare I!

I am surrounded by so many shells, the inside turned into automatons, going through the motions, arguing incessantly about matters that by design have no resolution. Are you a Democrat? Well, meet your companion, a Republican. Have at it. Fight each other. Forget that you are looking in a mirror.

Propaganda turns a human into a shell; it encases that person in a protective barrier. I always know when someone’s has been brainwashed, as they greet new and unfamiliar information with anger. They cannot bring themselves to confront any familiar belief with an unfamiliar explanation. Propaganda, as Ellul reminded us, is a security blanket. People are not victims – they literally need it to feel all right. Columbine will unravel itself to a large degree, but the unraveling will only reach a  few. For the rest, it is fixed history.

Just waxing philosophic here as I back away for a few days to gather my senses and reconnect with real humans. Part Four begins the actual fake massacre, Natural Born Killers.

Please add your two bits to mine, as readers here also see deeper and too much. You know what I am feeling.

Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five
Part Six

15 thoughts on “A brief time out

  1. Stay strong Mark ! this fake was a test run for 911 !
    I wrote this yesterday not sure where to post

    Witnessing bombs and fails returns me to Bowling for Columbine .
    This ‘ documentary ‘ took more than three and a half years to make ,
    spanning from the ‘shooting’ to Sept 11th . you would think it’
    unprofessional style would be a boxoffice bomb , but it cost
    almost $5 million to make and grossed over $55 million .

    One of my favorite films to watch again and again is The Big Lebowsky .
    After many viewings I read that although he is not in every shot , Jeff Bridges
    aka The Dude is in every scene of the film .
    After another viewing of Bowling for Columbine , I now see the omnipresent
    dude in this . It’s not Moore or a gun , It’s Intel , it’s hired hands , operations
    and secret overlords .
    Does every scene in BforC contain a reference to a contemporary or past hoax
    or military/civilian psy-op ? What about bowling ? Distraction for the ignorant masses
    complete with alcohol , more fun than reading a book or organizing with your
    neighbors . Bowling is also a major feature of the Lebowsky film , and you can see
    how far this gang is getting in life , even ‘God’ , Sam Elliot is seen wasting his hours
    at the bowling ally .
    Do you think any members of the committee of 300 or whoever calls the shots
    of geo-political enslavement spends time bowling ? Actors Reagan and Truman yes
    , Kissenger no .


  2. What about the Canada aspects of BforC ? Maybe to show the absence of projects
    there , compared to USA that is . Although the citizens of the world are perpetual
    victims of this dude , the USA receives exceptional saturation , from it’s beginning onward .
    Maybe Canada is the control group in this experiment .

    This photo that the film shows should make everything clear , Three Spy Amigos .


    Marilyn Manson gives away (limited hangout) most of the dudes secrets in his last sentence :
    ” I do know that (Kosovo bombing 4/20/99), and I think that’s really ironic, that nobody said ‘well maybe the President had an influence on this violent behavior’ Because that’s not the way the media wants to take it and spin it, and turn it into fear, because then you’re watching television, you’re watching the news, you’re being pumped full of fear, there’s floods, there’s AIDS, there’s murder, cut to commercial, buy the Acura, buy the Colgate, if you have bad breath they’re not going to talk to you, if you have pimples, the girl’s not going to f*** you, and it’s just this campaign of fear, and consumption, and that’s what I think it’s all based on, the whole idea of ‘keep everyone afraid, and they’ll consume.’ “


    1. Good thoughts all, Dave. I am not by any means giving up on Columbine, just taking a breather. Also, there will come a point where I have gone as far as I can go with it. I will be over-matched. That point seems at this time to be how they got all the players in place. What happened to the “dead” is easy, relocation and new identity, even becoming a younger or older brother or sister. The “wounded” are actors. But going through the phone books back to 1996, I found those whose names were not so common as to provide ten or twenty of the same name are present in Littleton, except perhaps Isaiah Schoels, who oddly sports a Lakewood Jersey in his photo. My only remaining task is to go back to 1991 to 1995, to see how long they were there before the event. Perhaps there was an influx of future victims during that time. If not, I am stumped. It will dead-end at some point.

      Michael Moore is a spook, big time, as dirty as they come. Knowing that, I find his practiced sympathetic voice to be grating, as I know he is acting.


  3. Mark: “Early to bed and early to rise, makes a man healthy, wealthy, and wise”. You have a great vacation or time-off! May the force be with you! Just stay away from cheap white wine and $17 ice cream!! 😉


      1. Oh, OK. I see. I have been there too, where you couldn’t see the forest for the trees. Take care. See (Read) you soon.


  4. I also had some thoughts about Chuck Heston , I seem to remember reading about
    him at MilesWM , but looked all through Kevin’s Strange Relations Hollywood
    and did not see it but I remember seeing about his highschool and the alumni .


    ” Heston’s most famous !!!!!!! role !!!!! in politics came as the five-term president of the National Rifle Association, from 1998 to 2003. ”
    ” Heston said in a 1995 interview that he was not very good at remembering addresses or his early childhood.[13] Heston was partially of Scottish descent, including from the Clan Fraser, but the majority of his ancestry was English. His earliest immigrant ancestors arrived in America from England in the 1600s… ” both from wiki


  5. I find the name Fraser interesting here as he named his child Fraser Clarke Heston (b. 1955)
    Although they do not tell us Lowland Fraser or Highland Fraser of Lovat , the two clans have a common root and it’s France . from wiki ” The Clan Fraser of Lovat in Inverness-shire has historically dominated local politics and been active in every major military conflict involving Scotland. It has also played a considerable role in most major political turmoils. ‘Fraser’ remains the most prominent family name within the Inverness area.”
    …” this ancient connection with Anjou is described in detail in the 18th century document La Dictionnaire de la Noblesse. This document states that a Simon Frezel was born to the knightly Frezel family from Anjou and, sometime after the year 1030, established himself in Scotland. It also states that Simon Frezel’s descendants multiplied and eventually became known as Frasers.”
    And the highland clan having a spookier history . The infiltrating French Normans would later suport the Jacobites ( Stuarts ) , the clan was always ready to lend a militaristic hand .
    Clan Motto = Je suis prest = (I am ready)
    in French , not Scots Gaelic
    This Anjou area in France is , I believe integral in the plots and secret dealings through
    those and other families , that would continue through the “history” of Europe .
    Why are some Scottish clan motto’s in French?
    Answer Wiki
    Robert Todd, A dude from the U.S. who appreciates the French language.
    ” Many Scottish clan mottoes have been composed in French because that tongue, along with Latin, shared the spotlight as a prestige language from the time of the Norman invasion onward. In the British Isles, of course, the living presence of Norman French ruling elites didn’t hurt. By many accounts, Henry IV was the first king of England since the invasion who spoke English better than French. And Scotland was not immune to this influence. It was still typical in the 20th century for English speakers to create “elevated” mottoes or slogans from French.
    Ever notice the Royal Coat of Arms of the United Kingdom and its Dieu et Mon Droit (God and My Right)?


  6. A few years ago I was thinking:

    “Michael Myers
    Freddy Krueger
    Jason Voorhees”

    And then it hit me:

    “Jeffrey Dahmer”.

    Same format to the name: two syllables for the colourless first name and two syllables for the Northwestern-European surname.

    Jeffrey Dahmer was just another Hollywood horror movie character.

    Chagrin followed: A gay white serial killer who murdered and ate black men.

    Rather, ahem “ripe”, wouldn’t you say?

    Later I saw Miles Mathis’s serial-killers-are-fake “papers” (rather pretentious of him to call them “papers”, no?) on Ted Bundy and Charles Manson and the Zodiac.

    And Mark Tokarski here on POM mentioning Dahmer hiding in plain site by living as his own uncle.

    Even the rather suspect Dave McGowan seemed to note that the serial-killer trend seemed to give way to the spree-killer school-shooting trend. This suggests that the serial killers of the 1970s/1980s and shooters of 1990s/2000s were controlled/manufactured phenomena.

    Nice of the serial killers to down tools and give other multiple murderers a chance to shine!

    Miles Mathis said that the serial killer narrative took too long to unfold and that the quick shootings were more suited to the shortened attention spans of a dumbed-down public.


  7. Mark, I know what you mean…it becomes such a downer to know you have absolutely nothing in common with your friends and family. I sat at Christmas dinner listening to talk of football and other sports. I keep quiet as I have learned that trying to awaken anyone just makes them mad. I am enjoying your series and look forward to it’s progression. Hang in there!!


  8. Maelstrom. That is what it is. You are in the middle of a Maelstrom. You are feeling it. You are not a novice in this path so I think you will come back stronger. Besides, well, what did you expect? Taking the red pill demands more than the blue one. Come back soon.


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